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There was this movie I saw once, in which there was a break-up scene. The girl was crying; and so was the guy. They both loved each other a lot, but circumstances were such that they just couldn’t live together anymore. So they both had to part. The girl, wanted to end the relationship nicely, sweetly, slowly, painlessly. The guy also wanted that. So they tried getting apart from each other slowly, but the further they moved on from each other, the uglier the relationship got between them. The more they suffered, and more painful it got.

In my opinion, there is no such thing as a friendly breakup. Otherwise there isn’t a breakup at all. If you want to end your sufferings, just cut the strings with a sharp scissor. Just say a nice good bye once and for all, and let it go. Free yourself!

And if you want to be together, don’t let anything in the world stop you.

I guess I am an extremist.

eleven minutes

paulo coelho. now this dude thinks he knows everything there is to know about sex. though he hasn’t met me yet! lol! this book is really astonishing.  it’s based on the life of a brazilian prostitute, maria (aren’t all brazilian women prostitutes btw?? lol atleast this is the impression i get from all these internet porn sites! :D).  the theory of sacred prostitute is discussed in this book.  sacred? lol! my ass. anyways, the author thinks prostitutes can be sacred and he has written a whole 275 page story to prove his point.  nevertheless, it was fun and this book is highly recommended for pleasure reading.  and oh for those people who get impressed very easily, don’t read this book, otherwise you might turn out to be a prostitute or gigolo :P not that it’s something very bad, just that it’s wayyyy toooo sacred for me! :P

the devil and miss prym

The book is brilliantly written and Paulo Coelho is amazing! Once you started reading the book, it grabs your attention till the very end. It’s about a young girl whose conscious is put to test by the devil: to kill any person in her small village and in return, she’ll get fortune for herself which is plenty enough for herself and her generations. Her refusal to the bid incites the devil to challenge the whole village, and the village does choose a victim in lieu of the promised fortune. This novel is absolutely thought inciting and well worth the read. My next book is eleven minutes by the same author.

12th Septmeber, 2005

i always used to wonder what people ever get from phone sex... hehehe..

captain

crazy as i may make my way through this world
it's for no one but me to say what direction i shall turn
i am the captain of this ship
curious hands and fingertips
day after day how i long for you my love, how i long

-- lyrics from 'captain' by Dave Matthews Band. Amazing song.